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Apr 3 '12
lesbianesque: califuckenfornia: headlightsonadarkenedroad: cest-la-musique: This girl is amazing! Please reblog so every girl knows this! I don’t cut because I’m lonely. I SI because I have major depressive disorder. I’m on antidepressants and they still aren’t enough. No man/woman is capable of fixing me. I do not believe in destiny and this actually makes me feel more free.  So there’s someone out there destined to love me forever?  My body is MINE. I will not treat myself with more or less respect based on a future person who is supposed to teach me to love myself. HA.  well you’re kinda dumb for thinking like that… but that’s your opinion. Yeah, sorry but this post pisses me off. All this is saying is that your mental disorder is based purely off of how people treat you. Having someone that doesn’t give up on you doesn’t solve a mental disorder and people don’t have mental disorders because they are alone. This person isn’t “amazing.” All you are doing by spreading this is saying that mental illness is based off of loneliness and it will be solved the second you meet someone you love. I’ve loved people. I’ve had people that didn’t give up on me. That doesn’t sold an illness. Love doesn’t cure depression. Love doesn’t cure an addiction to self harm. Love doesn’t cure a tendency to suicidal thought. To spread around a post that insinuates that is ridiculous.

lesbianesque:

califuckenfornia:

headlightsonadarkenedroad:

cest-la-musique:

This girl is amazing! Please reblog so every girl knows this!

I don’t cut because I’m lonely. I SI because I have major depressive disorder. I’m on antidepressants and they still aren’t enough. No man/woman is capable of fixing me. I do not believe in destiny and this actually makes me feel more free. 

So there’s someone out there destined to love me forever? 

dskfj

My body is MINE. I will not treat myself with more or less respect based on a future person who is supposed to teach me to love myself. HA. 

well you’re kinda dumb for thinking like that… but that’s your opinion.

Yeah, sorry but this post pisses me off. All this is saying is that your mental disorder is based purely off of how people treat you. Having someone that doesn’t give up on you doesn’t solve a mental disorder and people don’t have mental disorders because they are alone. This person isn’t “amazing.” All you are doing by spreading this is saying that mental illness is based off of loneliness and it will be solved the second you meet someone you love.

I’ve loved people. I’ve had people that didn’t give up on me. That doesn’t sold an illness. Love doesn’t cure depression. Love doesn’t cure an addiction to self harm. Love doesn’t cure a tendency to suicidal thought.

To spread around a post that insinuates that is ridiculous.

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Apr 3 '12
  • Mom: You never do anything for me.
  • Mind: I fake a smile.
  • I hide my problems from you to avoid you getting stressed.
  • I cover my scars.
  • I don't talk to you so you don't have to put up with me.
  • I pretend to be mentally stable.
  • Me: sorry.

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Mar 5 '12

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Feb 28 '12

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Feb 22 '12

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Feb 22 '12

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Feb 21 '12

The silent treatment is literally the best thing that has happened to me in a while.

Darling, you are REWARDING me. :)

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Feb 20 '12

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Feb 19 '12
cest-la-musique: This girl is amazing! Please reblog so every girl knows this! I don’t cut because I’m lonely. I SI because I have major depressive disorder. I’m on antidepressants and they still aren’t enough. No man/woman is capable of fixing me. I do not believe in destiny and this actually makes me feel more free.  So there’s someone out there destined to love me forever?  My body is MINE. I will not treat myself with more or less respect based on a future person who is supposed to teach me to love myself. HA. 

cest-la-musique:

This girl is amazing! Please reblog so every girl knows this!

I don’t cut because I’m lonely. I SI because I have major depressive disorder. I’m on antidepressants and they still aren’t enough. No man/woman is capable of fixing me. I do not believe in destiny and this actually makes me feel more free. 

So there’s someone out there destined to love me forever? 

dskfj

My body is MINE. I will not treat myself with more or less respect based on a future person who is supposed to teach me to love myself. HA. 

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